This beauty can only be experienced, understood and realized at its deepest
When there is great–greatest pain, sadness and loss
There is anticipation
Knowledge of what is coming
There is fear
Trepidation of what is unknown
There is warmth
Transformation is near
A heavy shine rests on the edge
Glimmering with a matted truth
So waiting in anticipation, in immense fear, drowning in warmth
I stand at the matted shine of the edge.
It is there where I step forward
Into a new way of being.